40 BELOW SUMMER - the mourning after 1. Self Medicate 2. Taxi Cab Confession 3. Rain 4. Breathless 5. Better Life 6. Monday Song 7. F.E. 8. Awakening 9. Alienation 10. A Season In Hell 11. The Day I Died >>>>>>>>>> Self Medicate can you hear yourself, free yourself, fuck yourself can you fix yourself, fill yourself, trust yourself cloud your vision and just medicate yourself and just seperate yourself and just medicate yourself and you'll never change yourself will you hesitate, penetrate, deviate will you medicate, agitate, aggravate indecision can you fill this deep inside >>>>>>>>>> Taxi Cab Confession close your eyes and come with me to a new place where we are unstoppable inhale and let the smoke fill your lungs and breath the impossible and as we follow these foot prints a new world will begin can you feel it my brothers--it's time to repent now can i get an amen! why don't you come and ride with me i can feel your pain, if you let me i'll save your soul i'll take you away if you're with me i'll make you whole amen now can i get an amen and as we slowly seperate from our worldly desires we think the unthinkable and we will swim together through the fire for we are unsinkable and if you follow this path a new life will begin can you hear it my children it's time to confess now, can i get an amen? confess, confess, digest and you will be saved from this >>>>>>>>>> Rain it's cold it's hard and i'm locked inside this i've gone too far i can't rectify this i walk away falling into it's such a shame how i'll miss you i feel shot can you reach me you cannot bring me back and i'll always sink into nothing and i'm on my knees again and i can't believe that it's always under my skin don't leave me out, leave me hanging don't keep me down, down and dragging you're so sure that i won't splinter you're so good, you're so good shift time to come back in line cause when i tried to embrace my life gonna dry up was it something you're fed get you sickened was it something i said all it did was rain >>>>>>>>>> Breathless you believe every word i said and always took the time to understand you took my breath away, is that you slipping right through my hands just like a shooting star falling from the sky i wait for you to land fly away don't shut me out, cause i can't be without you run away come with me, cause i can't be without you when i wake up everyday i need to know you're not so far away be without you, open your eyes and open your life >>>>>>>>>> Better Life take that weight off your shoulders it's kinda hard when it keeps getting colder inside there's no heart just a place where the soul's been all torn apart no chance for repentance the world is a prison and life is a sentence i can't redefine the surroundings that hound me and keep me denied this pain's just a part of me and it's hard to breathe i'm always here on the outside it all seems so far away there's gotta be a better life in this world made of plastic i can bend and stretch like plastic no sign of a son it's just a barrel a handle gun unwhole in this madness no redemtion i'm drowning in sadness alone crucified by the pain and the sorrow that keeps me alive i don't want to feel this, i can't hope to heal this i can't cope with everything inside >>>>>>>>>> Monday Song life is lost for me, and everything i dream picture me above the sky on this half day closing ride the way say goodnight drifting slowly i see the world in your eyes it's relentless when i feel the burn in my life god please end this it's not so easy can you fix me and wipe it all away wipe it all away, you wash it all away picture me inside the sun, i'm dried and burning as i sink like a stone the world keeps turning i'll hold you close to myself you complete me a part of my life i can't fill, please release me now it's not so easy, and wipe it all away, can you fixe me, and wipe it all away so sadistic, and wipe it all away, how you'd bleed me, and wash it all away follow a heart in vain you follow and start again life is lost for me now >>>>>>>>>> F.E. set me off you can calculate pushing me tormented by the agony of everyday died, dissolve, descend i'm by myself i'm by myself again! don't you touch me swallow me, swallow me up, and take me now out of my inside set me free, i've had enough and let me out of this abyss right now and as this life defeats me i need to purify fuck you all, fuck everyone and everything you don't know me and you wouldn't want to anyway force into the end i fucked myself i fucked myself again, i am nothing, again, fuck everything suffer, we will inside >>>>>>>>>> Awakening i can't believe it's so hollow in here in this hole i can't conceive this time is borrowed now i can't go on anymore turn on the lights now, wake me up! is there a way to see tomorrow is there a picture left to frame is there a flower in your garden or on the headstone of your grave i can't erase all of the sorrow the past is gone but i can change and make tomorrow a vision now i can hold on give me a sign and make me up >>>>>>>>>> Alienation what it cost me to assimilate myself it engulfed me and turned me into someone else it is crashing right into your face everlasting it seems to suffer in this please release me, please release me nothing i can do will change my life everythnig i had was never mine to keep inside if i could give myself a new face then maybe i could join the human race time has frozen for me the walls are closing in i am sinking in greed and tripped inside my skin i am running away and getting nowhere fast i am thinking how long just how long can this last erase me, please erase me and i rise above it all and i run away >>>>>>>>>> A Season In Hell this, this a dark this is a place i can't escape would you leave me here lying in wait hanging like baits strangled by the fate would you even care this is my curse this is my life this is my christ my crown of thorns this is the way the way that i die, die and be reborn dying to touch you, i need you, i love you to make me to mold me to break me again i can't deny that i'm hurting inside as i'm pulling you close you push me away as i look just to find my existence and open my eyes i can't breath as you push me aside now i feel that it's time to die as i realize how you let me believe in a lie as i struggle with bothe hands and i try to arise from the sadness inside myself i cannot breathe i'm burning alive cause i've lived through a season in hell look, look at my face shaded in gray washing away i'm almost gone i can replace this empty space you left me all alone why can't you see me h'm hanging here bleeding it's tortured and twisting my insides apart laughing and crying as everythings dyings in me and it's breaking my heart save me now i'm in the shower of your love can you feel your life pass you by can you see the sun in the sky life is calling you again, again can you feel the end? >>>>>>>>>> The Day I Died