COLD - a different kind of pain (2005) 1. Back Home 2. Feel It In Your Heart 3. Anatomy Of A Tidal Wave 4. A Different Kind Of Pain 5. Another Pill 6. Happens All The Time 7. When Heaven's Not Far Away 8. God's Song 9. When Angels Fly Away 10. Tell Me Why 11. Ocean @@@@@@@@@@ Back Home When she walks into the room They look up to see her face All the glitter falls on her And the rooms her stage Don't you think you've had enough Do their claws make sores Take my hand and come away And I'll take you home I won't turn around, can't be afraid Taking you all the way back home Innocence gone, can't be the same Taking you all the way back home Will the world still be the same Even if you're gone When the pillars start to fade And the rooms just walls Don't you think you've had enough Do their claws make sores Take my hand and come away Don't you think you've had enough What's the gun there for Take my hand and fly away And I'll take you home Don't you think you've had enough What's the gun there for Take my hand and come away And I'll take you @@@@@@@@@@ Feel It In Your Heart Can't run away from love if you cannot feel Everything falls apart in a tragedy I am so far away from gone I just wanna be here Everyone forms apart in my symphony Can you feel this in your heart Can you take it to your soul I don't want you to pretend I don't wanna be alone Feels like I'm torn apart And I cannot bleed Caught in the web you made This just can't be real I am so far away from gone I just wanna be here Everyone falls apart in this tragedy I don't wanna be alone Inside I've changed Everyday I'll live through this alone @@@@@@@@@@ Anatomy Of A Tidal Wave It's when my world comes down You wanna change your litle ways Tomorrow's another start But it looks like everyday You cannot imagine how I wished that you could be the one Inside you were not the same But you look like everyone It's like a tidal wave that rose to take the stars A hurricane that wrapped around my heart If I could find a way I'd make a brand new start I can't believe it was the calm that killed the storm Inside you broke my heart and took a litle piece of me Maybe one day we'll try again But it won't ever be the same If I don't hold on now Everything fades and slips away Tomorrow's another start but it looks like everyday @@@@@@@@@@ A Different Kind Of Pain Before I let you go Give me just one more night to show you Just how I feel I lost all my control If it takes my whole damnned life I'll make this up to you I'm kinda like the waves that roll their whole life Towards somewhere crashing it on the shore That's blown in by the wind that carries the clouds To hide my wish on a fallen star A differnt kind of pain, Is someone there to hold you Iis someone there to take you away from me I tried to let you go I wish I could turn back time and show you just how I feel I needed you to know If it takes my whole damned life I'll make this up to you Before you let me go, I needed you to know @@@@@@@@@@ Another Pill You're all the same You loose, You win Your mystery hides all your feelings You're on your way to medicate no one to hold no one to sing Take another pill for love Let it open up your mind to be free again Think of everyone you've lost Let them open up your heart to complete yourself You're all alone with broken wings Your life hinges on your direction Look to the stars to medicate Listen to hear the whole world sing The world to hold, the world to sing live again @@@@@@@@@@ Happens All The Time I still hang on every word In a world of faded memories Where you're still in love with me I can see it in your eyes A look as if your Major Tom has lost control I must hold on This happens all the time I still find my faith in you I can't hold on This happens all the time I still find my way to you If a dream's all that I got then I wish you in a fairytale Where you're still in love with me I can see it in your eyes A look as if your hero fell and lost his soul @@@@@@@@@@ When Heaven's Not Far Away If you slip away in darkness do you fall And if God created love, did he make it for everyone Is there solitude and hope can you still dream If the devil makes you cry do you change? In my own shame when heaven's not far away Do the litle things in life stay with your soul Does an angel hold a sign with directions for everyone Is there someone there to have and hold for me If the stars refuse to shine do you change? @@@@@@@@@@ God's Song A victim to another level That no one ever cared about The way I ease my suffering is killing me again I would not prescribe this feeling for you A pain with slow sustain Like a sad song lives on When the world won't take you back You know everyone's the same We're all a part in God's song Can't live with this pain forever There's nothing left to talk about The rain outside is troubling It takes me back again If I can't describe my feeling for you The game will never change Like a sad song lives on @@@@@@@@@@ When Angels Fly Away I'll make a soldiers decision to fly away Load my gun, paint my face, call me misery I can see the sky light up and the ground explode Got my sights locked in I can see you breathe Then I watched you fall and somebody scream It's the saddest thing when angels fly away I can't be home tonight, I'll make it back it's alright Could ever love me half as good as you Gotta badge for my scars just the other day Wore it proud for the sake of my sanity I could see the flames burn bright from the winding road Like a haunting page from our history Watched a young girl cry and her mother scream It's the saddest thing when angels fly away I can't be home tonight, I'll make it back it's alright No one could ever love me half as good as you If you can't be strong tonight Love makes you sad it's alright No one could ever worry half as good as you @@@@@@@@@@ Tell Me Why I could see her fall from grace Like a movie star to old to change her life With a bottle by her head Every night she went away I would pray for someone else to change her life If she wouldn't change for me Tell me why Please tell me why you stole my life Tired of hearing the same old song Everytime you came back frozen deep inside Was it my love that you feared I was a misfit all the way Never there to help me grow and change my life Then you smiled and walked away All the litle things she said to me were broken thoughts and tainted dreams If she can't take these memories It doesnt change a thing Every litle word she said to me That broke my heart and stayed with me I wish that she could hear me scream She never changed a thing This can't go on @@@@@@@@@@ Ocean If the wind could bring the rain I would save it all for you Make an ocean to sail away and begin again They said I could never change that I can't belong to you Then I watched you sip away in the oceans arms I'll never get you back It's like falling down a wave Falling down a wave If a star could light the way That could take me back to you And the rain could wash away Everything I've done Only melody remains So I sing my song to you As I watched you slip away in the oceans arms I will never get you back